24.7.07

ARGH!!!
went to revise my dance steps. then went outside gym to slack time off.
really dun wanna learn with the dancesports peeps. i feel very seperated from the rest of the dancesports. i dun feel any motivation anymore, now that i dont have someone to dance with, to learn with. no magic, no nothing.
i looked from outside, peered into their passion, looked at my reflections. reflected on my own situation.
im gonna attribute it to the situation, i dont care! i shall just give dancesports up and its not what i can do something about.
sorrow sorrow sorrow, when i step into the dancesports world. but when i peer in, i still feel passion and happiness.
then i saw the standing board jump mat. im attributing this to my personal dispositions. alright, i dun work extremely hard to pass, but i do work. but i still fail all the time.
argh!!!!
eth thats beyond my control, leave me now, or i'll leave you.

when i turn and leave
when i feel all is lost
what is making me linger on
why is it, my soul still feels so there.

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face that i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
The words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

19:35

me

serf
13121990

"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance